duno y 2night keep emo...erm...sem break all mr n mrs emo all come find me le...=.=so fast end of the years le...mean, he left me oso 3 years le..single for 3 years...haha..i told my fren that i single for 3 years, they oso no believe me..haha..juz duno y, mayb is bcz i single too long le...feel tired...n reali need a shoulder..i m tired 2 act that i m strong enough..alw act tat i m hapi..but in deep in my heart, alw hav a sadness..haiz...should i juz simply accept a guy??? like tis will better?? erm...duno y hard 2 find my mr.right..mayb is my demand too high ba...n mayb is i still cant let go the past ...haiz..duno y , he keep in my mind....juz wan a true relationship so hard mah ???
erm..duno y last few days , i so scare wan go 2 campus...i hate night exam n activities at night....i scare 2 walk alone at night....>.< i scare black skin guys....erm..duno y like hav a bad sense..=.= lucky now is holiday ...no need so scare le...
tis week , i reali not hapi...a lot problem....fren problem...family...sometime i prefer 2 fren wit guy more than gal....tis not mean tat i m "hiao po" k...u know , guy r alw gentleman, not small gas, dun like 2 compare...n guy r alw straight forward...wat he like or dun like juz said it out...n one more things, guys will not so "kepoh"...will not talk bad bout u at behind...i not 2 prejudice gal..but tis is wat i experience b4..frenship?? reali hav frenship 4ever tis thing mah ??? ermm...4 me nth will last 4ever...wat i need 2 do is, juz b my ownself...wat u all wan 2 talk, i cant control u all...i juz hope tat dun simply spread rumors....i HATE rumors.....if u do not know me well...dun simply judge me!!!!!
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