after one year...

one year i no sign in to blog already..ermm...haha..cz i lost my password dy..juz reset a new one..don't know why tonight i feel so lonely...normally i waste my time for facebook..play games n etc..but dont know why tonight, i not feel like want 2 sign in facebook..in tis one year, really happenned a lot of thing..last few month i finally start a new relationship le, with one senior..but no last longer ..after few month break dy..ermm..i oso don't know what wrong..mayb is i give too much burden for him that why he feel tired when with me. maybe i m the type that not suitable to in a relationship. i no blame him, because, he teach me a lot of thing..he let me feel the feeling or been love..since i single for 3 years, because of my first x..i just regret because the time that we 2gether r so short..ermm...but regret also cant do aniything already, it already end...ermm..i juz can move forward..hope that he will find a true love soon....for my studies, so fast i at mmu for 2 years le..reali very fast..this is my last sem already..need 2 study hard already...cant waste my time anymore...this sem i wan fight for 4.o...haha...can i ??? erm...and today get an wedding invitation..my fren wan marry already..feel happy for her..she ask me, when is my turn ?? haha....i give a weird smile for her..haha=pp me ?? marry ?? haha...no people wan me also..haha=pp she said i demand too high..haha=pp ermm,,i admit it...but maybe it is also because i get hurt too much time already, that why now i dont believe in any guys le..i like to act cool,or some people will said that i m action...but this is just the way that i use to protect myself..haha=pp my quotes: what guys can do , gal also can..not a big deal..erm..k lol..today feel bit tired already..2mrw still have class..sleep le loll..good nite world..^^