我总与明白了

如果你已經不愛一個人了，你不會在意他
就算他多難過，多麼的憂愁，你也不會感受到
甚至，只會覺得他很麻煩
那麼，如果你遇上了一個不愛你的人或者拋棄你的人
請不要挽留他
至少，你在他心目中的印象還是沒有很差
至少，你的那些尊嚴還會存在
在你自己覺得別人煩的同時，請你不要煩著別人
去尋找一個，會珍惜你的人

down down down...

27 march....
erm...around one month plus no update my blog..kinda busy for my intern.... i juz know tat working life is so tired....everiday need wake up at 6am and reach home at 7pm...tired ..=( my job is juz photocopy, invoices, filling, key in data, scan.... do the work until sien...=.= n when at 2pm i dun hav anyting to do le.... sien... canot on9..canot sms..sit like a doll at there..kinda boring..=.=but i stil need sit like a doll for 47 times.(countdown)..hehe...but tat day friday i so enjoy at there... so nice.. lot of japanese came...i entertain them..kinda fun..i love it..cz no nee sit so bored at office...=)

dunno why tonight my mood so down... haiz...mayb cz of my mom..keep mention the things tat already passed..keep compare... y my mom cant understand my feeling... reali tired keep like tis..sometime i reali hope tat can fast fast end of the world..i m suffering...i wan do a lot of things...i wan go n do rebording(my hair like a grass).. i wan go shopping..i wan go buy a new phone( cz phone dead jor)... but all need money...where can i get the money oo...sobsob... now my intern , one day juz RM12++...HOW TO SURVIVE?? reali need part time job... but no people can help me... haiz....i need to settle it myself... pening... n furthermore my lecturer wan come my company n visit me...zzzzz.......feel stress...but no one understand how i feel...i need someone tat can serious n hear me talk....but no one.....i m alw alone....

没了你，我还可以过得很好。。

一、当爱情不在的时候，请对他说声祝福，毕竟曾经爱过。

二、结束以后，别告诉他我恨你。
爱情是两个人的事，错过了大家都有责任。

三、离开以后想到的，定是落寞的画面，请你忘记它。
一个人总要有个新的开始，别让过去把你栓在悲哀的殿堂。

四、别说你最爱的是谁，人生还很长，谁也无法预知明天。
也许你的真爱还在下一秒等着你。

五、说分手的时候不要吵闹，毕竟两个在在一起那么久。
分手他也会难过，只是他比较明智，不想束缚你的或他的明天。
好聚好散，以后还是朋友。大家都有自己的无奈。

六、别把哀伤挂在嘴上，每个人都有自己的故事。
活着不是为了怀念昨天，而是要等待希望。
让大家都看到你的坚强，离开他你也可以过得很好。

七、离开以后，大声的告诉他我爱你，与你无关。
爱是你的权利，把想说的都说出来。
平静的回忆你们的过去，然后哭吧。
哭完就把一切都留在昨天，永远不要去触及。

八、想他的时候，就想想他的好、他的笑，记得曾经爱过一个人。
别去管最后是谁开始了背叛，开心过就好。

九、分手了就做回自己。
一个人的世界同样有月升月落，也有美丽的瞬间。
把他归为记忆。

十、一个人的世界总需要另一个人做陪衬。
他离开了，那是他衬不起你。
相信自己会有更好的明天！

2011 valentine day

another one year is past le...finally the day tat i so scare finally reach le...VALENTINE DAY.. wat the meaning of valentine day ?? the day tat the couple sweet 2gether...but for me, valentine day is the day tat i lost my love one...the one tat i care so much... the one tat i keep waiting for 3 years..(i know it sound stupid..waiting for something tat r impossible) the time cant turn back le...look forward..tis is wat i keep tell myself..but everitime i failed 2 do it..tis 3 years, i feel so tired..tired 2 pretend strong..act like nth happened..but in deep in my heart, tat scar in my heart till so pain...erm..but it ok lal...i alw alone in doing my things..never celebrate valentine day..never celebrate my birthday..everi year i wait for surprise, but never happen..even a phone call oso dun have..ermm...

but wat can i do ?? i know i should let it go le... but feel so hard..no matter i go to where, i can feel tat u like at my side..our memories always b wit me..last time, if i been give one more time, i will choose not to b wit u..but now, 2011 if i been give another chance, i will tell u tat i still will choose u...cz i know i m the lucky gal..last time beside u have a lot of pretty gal..but u stil choose a normal gal like me..even i know at last i will b hurt, but i wont regret... cz at least i hav a sweet memories wit u..

erm..mayb last time is we too young..duno wat is true love are..is my fault cz love u too deep...love u more than u love me... i still keep the word tat last time u told me" look forward"..i will bear it in my mind..2day mayb u r enjoying with ur love one..tat great..i will pray n wish u will b hapi wit tat lucky gal.

single quite long le suddenly feel everiting is ok..single also can live better...feel like dun wan in love le...is so tired n so scare tat feeling will b hurt..erm...nvm lal...now i also dun have time to in love le..june i will enter degree le...oh yeah..finally i success 2 enter degree..i wan take human resource course...n then i wan learn Japanese n France language...n i wan learn to make up..haha..a busy life is waiting for me..cz tis is time for me 2 plan my future le..=)

k le...is time to study le....2 all my fren n the couple in tis world, wish u all happy valentine day,..stay sweet..=)

2day mum share a lot of things to me...about mum experience..mum career, love..
mum said tat choose a partner need a partner that caring n loving...mean a guy tat
with "nature attitude"... (semula jadi)..mean dun believe or put any HOPE wit wat guy promise, n wat he said he can "change".. cz zttitude is nature attitude..it hard to change..
i quite agree wit mum said ...cz i never believe in any promises..
4 me, if choose my partner, i wont c his education.. as long as he good in moral value everiting is good then the education...
a lot of things i can see from my family... so marriage can become a nightmare for me...tat y until now i choose to be single...because for me,single can be better..
the things tat guy can do, we gal oso can do it... be independent tat is the important things.. *stand in my own feet*
2day mom also share about my education things.. i gonna graduate soon..wat course should i take for my degree?? ermm...mum think human resource is more suit me..cz mum said i so "kepoh"...ish.>>.<< ..cz normally i m good in my language..n my ability in settle problem... i cant take marketing..cz i very noob in social... banking n finance, my math not good..so no choice..i think will take human resource le..(same wit my mom)..haha.

ooopss... now is time back to study le...i wan score 3.9..i m not greedy..haha..no need 4 flat..cz i know i cant get it,,haha..as long as i try my best can le..=)
love u mom..thx 4 sharing a lot thing to me

=.=

【看的淡一点，伤的就会少一点】
“时间，让深的东西越来越深，让浅的东西越来越浅。时间过了，爱情淡了，也就散了。别等不该等的人，别伤不该伤的心。我们真的要过了很久很久，才能够明白，自己真正怀念的，到底是怎样的人，怎样的事。”－－心不动，则不痛！

end of my last sem le..=.=

2day finally finished all my class on my last sem le...tis equal to my final also near le.....haiz.... this year cant celebrate chinese new year .. cant play so much le... cz my final is on 8feb... mean on the 5 of the CNY is my first paper..sien lol...=( need to start study now le.. but i scare, i start my revision early, then when near the exam date, i sure 4get wat i had read le... haha..no choice.i m old le..memory no good..haha

tis few days, something happened... erm... feel sorry for someone...i not mean wan 2 hurt him..juz wat i need now is time...hope he can understand me.. i really lack of trust, confident, safe.. i wish i can get this all from you... erm..duno lal..dun wan think so much le...let god decide it ba...

for me, now i just wan focus on my study..tis sem, my result drop le... haiz... dying.. all is pps n fb game fault...=(i worry 2 subject on this sem... malaysian study and investment...because i duno what the lecturer teach..expecially malaysian study...the lecturer keep blah blah blah..talk her grandmother story..haiz...

hope that i can get a good result in this last sem ba..god bless me lol..heh=pp