2011 valentine day

another one year is past le...finally the day tat i so scare finally reach le...VALENTINE DAY.. wat the meaning of valentine day ?? the day tat the couple sweet 2gether...but for me, valentine day is the day tat i lost my love one...the one tat i care so much... the one tat i keep waiting for 3 years..(i know it sound stupid..waiting for something tat r impossible) the time cant turn back le...look forward..tis is wat i keep tell myself..but everitime i failed 2 do it..tis 3 years, i feel so tired..tired 2 pretend strong..act like nth happened..but in deep in my heart, tat scar in my heart till so pain...erm..but it ok lal...i alw alone in doing my things..never celebrate valentine day..never celebrate my birthday..everi year i wait for surprise, but never happen..even a phone call oso dun have..ermm...

but wat can i do ?? i know i should let it go le... but feel so hard..no matter i go to where, i can feel tat u like at my side..our memories always b wit me..last time, if i been give one more time, i will choose not to b wit u..but now, 2011 if i been give another chance, i will tell u tat i still will choose u...cz i know i m the lucky gal..last time beside u have a lot of pretty gal..but u stil choose a normal gal like me..even i know at last i will b hurt, but i wont regret... cz at least i hav a sweet memories wit u..

erm..mayb last time is we too young..duno wat is true love are..is my fault cz love u too deep...love u more than u love me... i still keep the word tat last time u told me" look forward"..i will bear it in my mind..2day mayb u r enjoying with ur love one..tat great..i will pray n wish u will b hapi wit tat lucky gal.

single quite long le suddenly feel everiting is ok..single also can live better...feel like dun wan in love le...is so tired n so scare tat feeling will b hurt..erm...nvm lal...now i also dun have time to in love le..june i will enter degree le...oh yeah..finally i success 2 enter degree..i wan take human resource course...n then i wan learn Japanese n France language...n i wan learn to make up..haha..a busy life is waiting for me..cz tis is time for me 2 plan my future le..=)

k le...is time to study le....2 all my fren n the couple in tis world, wish u all happy valentine day,..stay sweet..=)

2day mum share a lot of things to me...about mum experience..mum career, love..
mum said tat choose a partner need a partner that caring n loving...mean a guy tat
with "nature attitude"... (semula jadi)..mean dun believe or put any HOPE wit wat guy promise, n wat he said he can "change".. cz zttitude is nature attitude..it hard to change..
i quite agree wit mum said ...cz i never believe in any promises..
4 me, if choose my partner, i wont c his education.. as long as he good in moral value everiting is good then the education...
a lot of things i can see from my family... so marriage can become a nightmare for me...tat y until now i choose to be single...because for me,single can be better..
the things tat guy can do, we gal oso can do it... be independent tat is the important things.. *stand in my own feet*
2day mom also share about my education things.. i gonna graduate soon..wat course should i take for my degree?? ermm...mum think human resource is more suit me..cz mum said i so "kepoh"...ish.>>.<< ..cz normally i m good in my language..n my ability in settle problem... i cant take marketing..cz i very noob in social... banking n finance, my math not good..so no choice..i think will take human resource le..(same wit my mom)..haha.

ooopss... now is time back to study le...i wan score 3.9..i m not greedy..haha..no need 4 flat..cz i know i cant get it,,haha..as long as i try my best can le..=)
love u mom..thx 4 sharing a lot thing to me

=.=

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