2day is end of may.... feeling bad.....tis morning my phone was ringing when i sleep.... sudddenly when i c is who calling i m surprise it was my " x " . i din dare 2 answer tat call. After a while he send a message . He wan me return back his photo tat with his family de ... suddenly my tear drop .... i m crying.... i keep tat 4 2 years dy now he want tat photo back... it means tat our love really finish dy .... no miracle anymore ..... i find my fred 2 chat wit me ..but none reply me...now i juz realise tat i dun have a true fred .... then i on9 n view at msn ...suddenly a fred of msn n he oso my senior he is on9 n then he counsel me ....after chat wit he , i really bcum better....ya , he say i must b strong n must thx my x bcz let me grow up .. ya...i should return back tat photo tat is not belong 2 me de...wat 4 i still keep it...it no meaning dy ....let is past .....

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my second blog

now 8:20... my family all go out 2 relative house juz left me alone at house....now feel alone... wana find fred 2 chat but a lot of them r busy..mostly r busy dating.... ermm....i knw tat feeling...
now i juz scare bout my birthday...most of people r hapi when birthday r coming....but me y i feeling scare? 20 years dy.. i haven celebrate birthday ...my birthday juz like a normal day... nothing different....when my birthday , mostly i will cry...every years of my birthaday , i will wait until midnight juz hope tat he will wish me.... but at last i will disappointed.... cry....................

my first day

today is my first day 2 start 2 learn 2 write my blog...finally sem holiday dy... a bit boring.... normally i dun like holiday.. sound funny izzit? all people like holiday y me dun like? ermmm...mayb cz i scare 2 b alone ....2day is my second day of holiday...sO boring ...i wake up at 3pm...really a pig oh....nothing 2 do....ermm...suddennly , my mind thinking of someone.."he my x "...y i stil cant forget he....around 2 year dy...y? suddenly i cry ......i oso dunno y i will so weak ...i tell myself 2 b strong.. but i stil cant do it....y? i m very tired....anybody tell me y?

4:15 LYNNLONELYGIRL